shit

i've said "shit" many times tonight.

shit i have a lot of work to do

shit my cousin's mad at me because i'm not helping with the wedding too much

shit there's nothing vegetarian on this menu

shit how do i write this tough paper about my family

but then came the painful one

shit

my parent's don't care about me

they don't love me

they use me

they, in fact, hate me

shit.