church
last night at the mhgs retreat, we did a labyrinth.
on the way out, you're supposed to be joining in with what God is doing.
i kept thinking about how i had to get up at 5 to catch a ferry and get to the church early enough to get all these petty last minute things done and all i could ask is "God, why is it that working at a church feels so antithetical to 'joining' you?"
this isn't burn out speaking anymore. it's honesty. how do i get out of this trap?
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yeah, i know you're right.
i'm sad you're right.
it is how right you are that makes me want to dismiss this as a cliche.
but it's not. it's more. i'm tired of it being true.
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