25.9.05

god loves me?

one of my youth told me this weekend, "God loves you. I just had to say it. You say it to everyone, but does anyone say it to you?"

i had to face the reality that no one says it to me...and i'm not sure anymore if, in my heart, i believe it though my head knows the truth of the statement.

gcts would tell me this is why head knowledge is more important than emotions.

hmmm.

it just seems a sad excuse not to meet the sad reality that i don't feel loved by the only one who fully loves me.

...or maybe i need to spend sometime downtown and at kerry park and remember that God gave me the most beautiful city in the world!

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